Saturday, March 31, 2007

I Don't Want To Spend My Life Jaded... Wasted.

I heard a Carrie Underwood song tonight that I really connected with. This seems to be tonight's soundtrack.

Oh, I don't wanna' spend my life jaded
Waiting to wake up one day and find
That I've let all these years go by

Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing
The still of the morning, the color of the night
I ain't spending no more time

This is where I am right now... moving forward, living, loving, and laughing. Things are good.

I have some amazing girlfriends that I know would stand around and sing songs with me. Pick me up if I fell down, and make me laugh when I feel like crying. It's good to have "girl time" It's healthy! The last two weeks have been filled with some great bonding over laughter and tears. New friends who love PEZ, and old friends who would bring the "pin the tail on the donkey" game for my birthday. *I* am blessed!

I am also blessed to have an amazing man in my life. Even thought we are so far apart, it doesn't matter. Each day I grow closer to him, he is becoming my best friend, my rock, my center. He challenges me to think, he challenges me to see someone else view. He challenges me to stand up for myself. He keeps me grounded, and reminds me each day that yes, I am a Diva, but it's OK. I am HIS Diva. Like a true paladin he shields me from all the drama, associated with the choices I have made lately. He reminds me that I made the best choice, for me, and US.

This is a really great spring...

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Do you think 40 Boxes of Girl Scout Cookies is bad?

OK... so I make a post... about my life, and all you people e-mail me about is "the new romance"? Bah! Hounds... The lot of ya! I guess I should just be happy you still read this! *giggle*

OK all I am going to say right now is He's fabulous, and he lives 1/3 around the world from me. I know I know he totally needs a nickname... cause that's what I do. How about "British Boy" since he is well... British? Will that give you all a few things to chew on for a while? I mean I really don't want to jinx this because even though I probably won't meet him for like 5 years or something... he's really kind of super fabulous great. Oh and the best part is... he likes me.

I have taken a little leave of absence from broadcasting onMOJO, but don't worry... MOJO is still up and there are still some great DJ's on there, AND... you know I miss you all! I just needed some time to work on a few things.

In other exciting news, Rusty no longer works for "Idiot Moving and Storage". He hasn't for a few weeks now, but I was so busy cackling with glee, I couldn't bring myself to post about it. You see Mr. Rusty-pain-in-my-ass, couldn't pass a little test that involves something green and leafy. Boo HOO! *insert look of sadness here* So He had to go bye bye! This left me to hire someone else... I am sure I will have many fabulous stories about Joe our new kid. He's got a boil on his butt and he likes to tell us... Um EWWW FreakinEWWW.

My leg has started to heal nicely from the great ski pole incident of '06, and even though every month on that anniversary that ski pole seems to end up under my bed *glares at chuck* I have almost completely stopped having the nightmares that I am staring in a movie with Queen Latifaabout my last holiday! Whew!

I am off to find me some girl scout cookies...

Monday, March 5, 2007

Seasons Change

Isn't that a song by Expose?

I was talking to my daughter Lisa last night about stuff going on with her, and I was explaining how life is all about seasons. People, and things are seasons in your life, and it's always changing.

My how the seasons have changed for me this year, and it's only March!

I think it's time for the seasons in my life to change again. I have new friends, a new romance, and more projects that I am thinking about taking on. I know, like I need another project!

I just need to make some changes. The old people, and things in my life aren't working for me. Some are stagnant, some are causing me drama, and some are just plain insane! That's not healthy for anyone, and I need to distance myself from it. Get back on track and grow.

Maybe this is my spring when all the new growth comes out, and new things bloom.